Mental Illness, AnxietyThursday, February 02, 2012
Hello dear readers,
Thank you so much for your ongoing support, that really means the world to me!!
I wanted to keep you in the loop:
I have been trying three different medications over the last week. They are mainly sedatives, and so I am sleeping most of the day. I usually wake up every 3 or 4 hours, stay up for a little bit then go back to sleep (or just go right back to sleep). If only my internal clock woke me up at such exact times when I used to be in school!
I am suffering from a paranoid psychosis, or break from reality, and am trying to remedy that. I went to the hospital emergency room earlier this week and then went back to the hospital a couple of days ago to see my psychiatrist.
It's been a pretty rough week :(. Seriously rough. I've had psychological issues where I couldn't even leave my house or be left alone before, and this is incredibly worse, because of the paranoia. Thankfully I am starting to feel a bit better and I can't wait until I am fully recovered.
On a good note:
I won the Konad Starter Kit Giveaway over at Glitta Gloves, and I received the kit and extra plate near the beginning of this week. I would have liked to post about it sooner, but I haven't been up to being on the computer. Thank you so much Kirsten and Nail Polish Canada!!! I will do a more in-depth post of this when I am more healthy. :)
Also, after months of searching I was finally able to find the Essie Luxe Effects collection, and thanks to a dear friend who lent me money (I was still days away from being paid) I was able to pick up As Gold as it Gets and Shine of the Times. Thank you so much to my beloved friend! :D I would have liked to post about this sooner as well, but I believe it was that night that my brain decided to take a vacation to crazy town. It still hasn't left it completely behind yet. >.<
I also was able to get Essie Lilacism and Sand Tropez. I am looking forward to being well enough to swatch these. Oh, and I got some more polishes so my sister and I could have more supplies for frankening. I'm really looking forward to that as well. :)
I really hope that I get well soon, so I can go back to a more regular posting schedule and comment on your wonderful blogs. I have missed a lot of everyone's recent posts and that is sad. :(
I hope that everyone is doing well, and that I can return soon. ^-^