Depression

Friday, January 27, 2012

Good evening, dear readers!

I hope that everyone is having a great weekend so far! :D

I just wanted to let you know that I may be absent a bit from here for the next little while.  Well, I will still try to pop on but I may not be on as often or comment on other blogs as often, as I have been feeling pretty depressed and my anxiety and panic disorders have been really bothering me lately.  :(

Poopy!

I have next to no energy, keep getting headaches, and when my anxiety gets worked up I usually sleep really badly, which sometimes makes my paranoia act up and it all really, really sucks.  I would rather lose one of my feet if it meant I would never have to have paranoia and anxiety again.  Also I will be trying a new medication soon and that will make me feel more anxious.  >.<

I will still try to be active on here as it helps keep me occupied for a little while, but if I am late between posts that is why.

I hope that everyone is doing well!

-Ashesela

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33 comments

  1. I hope you get better soon Ashesela!! You are so awesome. I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I hope the new medication helps. I'll be right here when you get back ;0).

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  2. @ MariJo: :'D *tears of happiness* thank you so incredibly much!! This really means a lot to me! :D

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  3. I'm so sorry that you're not doing well right now. I have depression too and I know how bad it sucks. Take care if yourself. Hope the new mess help.

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  4. Take the time you need! Hope the new medication gives you what you need. Hugs!

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  5. @ Noelie: Thank you so very much for your comment. :'D I am so sorry to hear that you have depression too :(. It really sucks big time! I really hope that you are doing well right now.

    @ Polish and Charms: Thank you so much, I appreciate your comment so very much!! :) :'D

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  6. Aww I hope you feel better! I have anxiety and depression too so I know how you feel. It mainly comes out when I get way too stressed out. But if I am at work and stressed, I get angry very quick. I will be right here when you are ready to come back!

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  7. Please get healthy and give this the attention it deserves! I hope you will find yourself well soon. Have you given meditation a try? I has really helped when I get anxious.

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  8. @ Nail Designs: Thank you so very much!! Your message means a lot to me. :') I am so sorry to hear that you have depression and anxiety too. :( I hope that they are under control right now and that you are doing well!!

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  9. @ The Lacquered Lady: Thank you so much, I hope to be better soon. Meditation is a great idea! :D Maybe it will help calm down my crazy OCD, haha. XD Thank you!! :)

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  10. Take care of your self! We will be here for you when you are ready and able! Just remember polish is your friend! =)miss you already!

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  11. Sending hugs your way. You'll be missed but I'll be patient until you come back! If you want to talk, email me! I've got a comfy shoulder.

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  12. @ Nail Reflections: Thank you so much, I appreciate this so much!! :'D ^-^

    @ Kaki: Thank you very much!!! I really appreciate this :'D!!!

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  13. *Hugs*..... *Hugs tighter*...

    How can such an awesome person have to go through this?
    I am praying for you dear. Take care of yourself, and get well soon. I (we) will all be here whenever you return. Speedy recovery and I hope everything works. stay blessed dear. You will be missed.

    P.S: Please don't wish anything bad on yourself like loosing a foot. I understand how you mean it, but I have to use a wheelchair right now, and I wouldn't wish it on anybody. I pray you get well :-)

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  14. @ Lizzy O.: Thank you so, so much!!! *hugs!* I am so sorry to hear that you have to use a wheelchair right now, that must be a huge pain in the bottom!! :'( I definitely don't want to lose any of my feet, but if I had to choose between that and paranoia, I would. Paranoia is one of the worst things I have ever been through :(. When it gets bad I get scared of everyone, including loved ones, which really hurts. :'( I hope that I didn't make you feel bad about the foot comment!! D:

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  15. Feel better soon hun! Your comments on my blog always make me smile, so please don't stop smiling :D *hugz*

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  16. *hugs* feel better soon lovely :) If you ever want to chat you can find me email on my blog, or pm me on reddit (and I rarely sleep, I'll definitely be around to reply!) :)
    xGretalRabbitx

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  17. @ theartofnails: Thank you so very much!! :'D *hugs*

    @ GretalRabbit: Thank you so much!! I appreciate this so much! :'D *hugs* (I sleep the most random hours, haha!)

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  18. Hope you feel better soon! Anxiety sucks, I'm battling with it too so I can understand what you're going through. It will get better, hun!

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  19. Get better soon!! I know exactly how you feel unfortunately :( Seconding GretalRabbit, I have no life so I'm almost always around, if you ever wanna drop a line :)

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  20. I understand how you feel. I always find it difficult this time of year.
    And every year I fall into a deep black hole. This is one of the reasons why I have started a blog, to distract my thoughts. So far so good. I hope you find the strength!

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  21. Hope you feel better soon! Have a great weekend!

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  22. Oh I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better darlin.

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  23. @ Maria: Thank you so much!! I am so sorry to hear that you are suffering from anxiety too :(. *hugs* I hope that it gets much better for you!

    @ Allie-bee: Thank you so much for your kind words, they really mean a lot. ^_^ I am sorry that you have gone through this too. :(

    @ Shannara: Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate them so much!! I am sorry to hear that you go through this every year. :( Winter is when I get a lot of my problems, which is weird, because winter is my favourite season! I guess a part of it could be because the days are so short. I am glad that blogging helps you out, I feel the same way. :) I just wish I had more energy!! I hope that you are doing well!!

    @ Lindsey R: Thank you so much!! :)

    @ Anne Thompson: Thank you so much!! ^-^

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  24. I hope you feel better soon! *sending a hug* We will all be here when you come back, in the meantime just send me an email if you wanna talk :)

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  25. i really hope you get better soon! hugs!

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  26. @ Theodora R.: *hug!* Thank you, I appreciate that so much!! :'D

    @ Yoannita L: *hug!* Thank you so very much!! :D!!

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  27. Aw I hope you get better soon! You are such a great person and you definitely deserve to be healthy and happy <3

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  28. Since I deal with depression myself, I understand completely. My thoughts are with you.

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  29. @ drinkcitra: Thank you so much, I really appreciate your kind comment!!! :'D

    @ Anita: I'm really sorry to hear that you suffer from depression as well. :( I hope that you are doing well and I really appreciate your kind words!!

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  30. Hope you get to feeling better really soon, girl. We'll all be here when you come back. :) Take care of yourself first, always.

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  31. @ Courtney Eldridge: Thank you so much, I appreciate that so incredibly much!!

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  32. No dear, you didn't make me feel bad. I absolutely understand your perspective.

    Get well soon hun. :-)

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  33. @ Lizzy O.: Oh good, I'm glad that I didn't! ^-^ Thank you so much for your kindness. :)

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